Aug3

A Look Over my Shoulder

Posted on August 3, 2013 by nadine haddad

Touched by beauty and by magic, I realize this painting of mine is not for sale.

As I look through my life, I realize I’m just a passer by and my search for the truth is leading me to different paths, some good and some not so good, and none have shown me the answer.

Where do I look, where do I search, who will I meet and who will I see, who will I trust and who will I love?

Can it be that my journey is coming to an end?

Life. I hate to break it to you, but it is not and it will not, for my Gypsy soul is eternal and I am a child of the universe.

Life. You tried to beat me many times, but I have grown strong, I have grown.

Destroy you tried, hate you sent, lies you made, but you have not designed me… for I am a Gypsy with a free soul..

My existence is an ever changing painting, so colorful, so beautiful, so alluring, you cannot destroy me or my story. Try you may.

Hear me out, for I will only say it once!

My will to live, to create, and to be free is stronger and more powerful than your will to destroy.

My life is a painting and it is not for sale.

I will look over my shoulder only to see a new canvas, everyday, colored with hope, love, good people, great mentors and happy souls.

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Greg Ward on August 3, 2013 at 14:09 said:

To the Gypsy in all of us! Your post made me smile thank you

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- nadine mikhael on August 3, 2013 at 20:18 said:
  
  Thank you Greg. Glad to know you also associate with my journey. ☺
  
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- nadine mikhael on August 3, 2013 at 22:25 said:
  
  Thank you Greg for your comment. Glad you associate to my journey. Thanks Gypsy friends for stopping by . 😊
  
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- nadine mikhael on August 3, 2013 at 22:59 said:
  
  Thank you John for spreading the love and sharing my Gypsy journey. ☺
  
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awindowofwisdom on August 5, 2013 at 13:05 said:

Great post!

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- nadine mikhael on August 5, 2013 at 13:07 said:
  
  Thank you 🙂
  
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jaggh53163 on August 5, 2013 at 21:37 said:

After reading this post, I wonder if there is some gypsy in me ! IWhat you have written resonates so much with how I think…

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- nadine mikhael on August 5, 2013 at 23:08 said:
  
  There is a Gypsy in all of us…glad you associate with my story 🙂
  
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earthriderjudyberman on August 5, 2013 at 22:09 said:

I can relate to your post. Wonderful. That which doesn’t kill us makes us stronger. Every experience – good and not so good – shapes us.

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- nadine mikhael on August 5, 2013 at 23:13 said:
  
  Yes so true..and its always a new road of discovery, self realisation and even “mastery”.
  Thank you for stopping by and sharing my journey.
  
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colgore on August 6, 2013 at 19:16 said:

Beautiful post. It actually made me tear up a little. It’s exactly how I’m feeling. You just put it into the words I’ve been searching for with the line, “My will to live, to create, and to be free is stronger and more powerful than your will to destroy.”

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- nadine mikhael on August 6, 2013 at 19:21 said:
  
  Thank you. I wake up with an urge to write and I am glad to know that so many friends share my feelings…it is so true when they say we are one with with the universe.
  Courage my friend… for this life is a journey and we are the ones who can make it meaningful!
  
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Gray Dawster on December 3, 2013 at 04:18 said:

Positivity and optimism are the key to the wonderful adventure that is life, and thus keeping the knowledge and wisdom, ignoring pessimism and negativity, embracing the good certainly add one’s steps in the right direction.

None of us can truly know what lies ahead but with a loving
edge anything is possible. Have a delightful Tuesday my friend 🙂

Andro

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- nadine mikhael on December 3, 2013 at 13:14 said:
  
  Thank you Andro, for accepting my follower request and for taking time in reading my posts and your encouraging comments, it really means a lot to me.
  Blessings.
  Your friend
  Nadine
  
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  - Gray Dawster on December 3, 2013 at 13:20 said:
    
    I will be calling back soon my friend
    and in the meantime have a lovely start
    to your Tuesday 🙂
    
    Andro
  - nadine mikhael on December 3, 2013 at 13:27 said:
    
    You are welcome anytime Andro. 🙂
    Your Friend.
    Nadine.