It feels like time has stopped
And the hours are fading
Shadows are what tell
The story of a past and present
Gone forever
What remains is hope for the life after
It feels like time has stopped
And the hours are fading
Shadows are what tell
The story of a past and present
Gone forever
What remains is hope for the life after
I couldn’t help but feel a strong urge to look up as I was engulfed by a strong set of eyes staring at me. That gaze made me so uneasy, there was a kind of magic in the way this energy was traveling. That stare, stirred so many emotions, and memories so here I am passionately sharing the moment….
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Tonight you owned the sky
Tonight you touched my heart
Tonight you whispered to my soul
Tonight you made me dance like that girl who drives the wind crazy
Tonight you reminded me of the promise I made when you were a Super moon
Tonight you reminded me of my love
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Tonight promise me to continue staring and sending your loving light in every corner of our hearts…so that
Dear memory,
You crossed my mind today.
I smiled, as I remembered how you made me laugh.
My heart sang with joy, when I remembered how you inspired me to create.
I saw you looking at me, those eyes from the past, a stare of respect, a stare of longing, a stare that set me free.
That look, it coloured my world with dreams, with love, with lust, with poems.
You are special.
I miss you, I miss us and I miss the person I was.
I hope life is treating you well. I know it should for you are wise.
Thank you for bringing out the best in me,
Thank you for those colourful memories.
Until we meet again
N
This title had no content for a while
I guess the words were just on hold
Well today they are not
A stab, a word, a secret
All the same
Words have power they say
But deeds are what portray
Your truth that you were denying for so long
Until I lost track of time, lost all consciousness of love and discovered
I died young, I wasted my youth, and got wasted by life…
Time is all we had and excuses, were your alibi
Time is gone and memories of a broken heart remain
It might feel all the same, to you
When it’s late you will wake up and realize
I seized to exist
Words run through my veins
Passion stirs my dreams
Love colours my world
The sun shadows my pain
Music drives my emotions
You know I’m a sensitive beingYou hurt me with your lies
Why?
You shattered my heart
Why?
I never did you wrong
I stood by you in the toughest of times
I dread every day when I can not trust
The only person I thought brought a smile to my world
Words used to be my only acquaintance
Passion used to be my sword
In Beauty I was enclosed
What joy did it bring
To lose that moment with someone else
And bring our life to a complete eclipse
Those dark moments you invited
Cut through my soul
Angered the woman that was me
Halted my dreams of us
The person I thought you were
I want to dismiss the person you have become
I’m in awe
I’m in pain
I’m searching for reasons, for words, for feelings, for meaning, for life
I died
I’m silenced
Isn’t it dreamy
To reminisce the flavours
Of our words, like a soft wind blowing on our skin, so sincere, so strong
Melting deeply
Joining our beating hearts
Combining our separate worlds
Bringing us closer
Creating feelings of comfort and
Sensuality just like lying on soft velvet
Isn’t it dreamy
When our passionate words
Smell like roses
Glistening our eyes with their powerful fragrance
Inviting us to meet through as we gaze at each other from across our distant worlds
Beautiful words caressing us
Warming us like sunshine
Reflecting their radiance on our skin
Our words are unique frequencies
Crashing like waves in our separate universe-s
Echoing soft noise in our close hearts
Whispering to our united souls beautiful notes of adoration
Our words are eternal and so is our love
Isn’t it dreamy
When we miss us
We just know we can touch with our words
Feeling them flow freely in our veins
Reminding us of our old love story
Isn’t it dreamy?
When a woman is nurtured with love she shines. NH 26.12.2017
As the year is coming to an end, I want to send my gratitude and love to my mentor, friends, fellow bloggers, teachers and my special ones. May 2018 be a blessing and bring you all you wish for and more.
Love and gratitude
Nadine
When your body is not your body
When your heart is just an instrument
When your life is a reminder of regret
When your dreams are disabled visions
When that book of life you wrote when you were just a child became worthless
When you thought it was all magic
And then as a grown up you realise
You are just a passer by and all those treasures you thought belonged to you
They never did
You were alone when the characters of your book emerged, they made you believe and count on them
But then the truth disclosed otherwise
And the cliche you were so afraid to live insisted to accompany you
That simply imprisoned you
For you tried to talk and you tried to change things but you became deafened by the silence and so when the curtain closed and the last chapter tore all you hoped for is to have a better end to conclude the heartache that burdened your living days…
I dream in gold and I bathe in sunshine I see glitter and sparkles everytime you make me smile …I guess I was caught in my dreamy thoughts for too long, I really long to write that book again 💋
They say the heart is where it all begins.
A breath, a beat, a rhythm,
I am talking about passion,
It’s the one magical driver that defies all logic and makes anything happen.
As I face a dilemma of making a decision, and usually I am quick at deciding. However this time, I’m dwelling and delving into an inner debate, while it just takes me one simple thing to start, and that is…focus, that inner voice or ego keeps disturbing my peace, and reminding me of failure, making me hesitant to reach out to my heart and follow my passion once again.
With a heart beat that will be so loud, I will seize to hear the background, I promise myself, so I decided…
I will set my foot to the ground and order this disturbing noise to hush,
I will start making magic again…
It will be a realisation of a vision I had when I was so young and kept telling people about it,
My friend’s recent note that says: “work on your project” just keeps popping up on my screen, is yet another sign that very clearly is in synch with the results of my endeavours and a conclusion to a vicious circle of rejections.
When the work begins there will be no looking back, the passion and drive will be like there is no tomorrow. I owe this much and more to myself and my loved ones.
Here’s to this not being just another project of mine but this time it will be an echo of my heart, a shoutout to my success and a seal of approval from the universe.
Let the work begin!